After a long hiatus... and how the story began..

I took a long hiatus from blogging. Actually, as I remember, this should be my first post in France. Moving into new house, I had stuffs to be settled first. I got my internet 3 weeks after moving in, then all the classes which obviously far to be harder than my first year in France, and the main reason, I didn't have enough momentum to begin from where I left with.

But, now, I was obliged to write a post about what was happening in my life for the past two-three weeks. It has been a marvelous experience for me and deserved to be put in this blog so that as long as this blog exist, the memory remains forever.

Part 1

Even before my long life friend flew to India, he had mentioned about his dream of going for a trip in Paris, just for the sake of that old steel in Champs de Mars. I could still remember the day when Ihsan (my deskmate in MCKK) came back from Paris and recounted to us of his experience in each and every single place he visited there. (He managed to convince me that Catacombe the Paris was a nice place to visit and I believed him until I found out myself it was a well done nonsense statement) I who had been eager to Paris, made a pact with Goda that one day we would be visiting Catacombe de Paris together.



And Paris didn't seem enough for Goda. Right before he left from India, he mentioned to me his willingness to do a tour around Europe while I was still here.. It seemed quite impossible at that moment for a JPA scholar from a country like India to do a tour in Europe, which even myself, had trouble to do so. But at that time, I just crossed my finger and hoped things would happen..

On the other side of the globe, specifically in Indiana America, my other buddy from school had made plan to visit her sister in Manchester during his winter break as he didn't make plan to return to Malaysia during that holiday. It thought that it would be nice to hang out with during the holiday, as it seemed to me that it had been a long time since we met each other. The last time I saw him was of course when I sent him to the airport in my Waja with 7 passangers, driving 180 km/h in Sepang (not the circuit) , and even being hit by a cab driver. Even all these efforts, it wasn't enough for 7 of us to bid farewell to him for the last time (God bless whoever who wanted to go somewhere else before going to the airport). And since that, we never had a chance to see each other, even during summer.

I saw his plan to visit her sister as an opportunity for me to have a small gathering in my place, to have some xoxo gossip boy moment in my room, and maybe to have a small tour around Lille (since Lille is the center of Europe, you can visit lots of place around here). I asked Goda to come the same date as Alim, so that our gossip boy session would be merrier. Meanwhile, Alim dreamt also seeing his favourite club (second favourite club I guess) stadium in Nou Camp, Barcelona whereas Goda begged me to bring him to Milan to visit the boutiques there (He never heard of Champs Elysees I guess)

I had to make a important decision though. Considering that I was only closed to Alim since I was in form 4 (shame on you Alim, we even gossiped about you a lot when we were in form 3) , I should just ignore Alim wishes and granted Goda's desire (We've been good friends since form 3, he was one of my "shaver"- I had this problem of phobia with the shaver since the 1 ringgit in KK caused me pain a lot, and we only had fight once, of which we called the Milo moment) But at the same time, Alim made a very huge deal with me when we were in high school about how we would be partner in business in the future and patati patata , and the other obvious reason why I thought of abandoning Italy, was simply just because, I've been there once . (Pity Gona who had to visit Spain twice - chill man, I've been to Amsterdam, Brussels and Paris for an uncountable time too) So, there went my plan, to gather as many friends as possible, to make a get together activity and visit as many place as possible, so that, for my two best buddies who came from the other side of the world, would profit their stay in Europe... Who knows, this might be the last time we get along together...

-It's amazing to see how one day you were one's closest friend and just to find out that five year later, you would never talk to each other-

End of part 1



- Dedicated for those who spent more than 2000 euro just for the sake of seeing friends-

What can make you homesick...

1) You are stranded on a strange island where everything is so unfamiliar to you. And the island was way way too much uncivilized than your hometown.
2) You can do nothing. It's pouring outside there and the only place that safe now is your own shelter. And what make thing the worst, you are alone. Even having an imaginary friend can't help you rite now.
3)You are so tired. Not having enough sleep make you think that the only thing that matter is having your own bed at home.
4) Less then 24 hours ago, you had a very wonderful tyme with your buddy, strolling around your hometown in a way that you never had discovered before.
5) You are on a trip to a place and you have to wait more than 24 hours before arriving to your destination.

And it's all happening too me.. I've already missed bangi..

lagi lagi raya

Finally, we managed to gather everyone for our own family photo session. It's been a long time since everyone gathers just for the sake of taking picture.

It was a 'sue' day for me yesterday. As I arrived from kampung, we realized that there was a problem with our Astro. So there went whole day yesterday without Astro, and specifically without TV . And it became worst during the night as my Internet connection broke down. That really completed my day yesterday. It's not that I always want to compare things with the one in France, but, seriously, I never had any problem with my internet connection there. Well I guess we have to wait till the telecommunication engineer from France to come back and change our internet's condition in Malaysia..

Enough of my complaints, since I am still in my raya mood, a little brag about my celebration in kampung will fill up this entry. Well for those of you that miss kampung so much, miss celebrating hari raya in Malaysia, sorry to say but it was not as groovy as you expected, for me, it was just OK. Nothing was extravagant, it's just a normal hari raya celebration for me.



Things have changed a lot for the past years. There is no more visiting relatives celebration around kampung, no more playing with mercun and bunga api with my cousins ( duh.. I was form 5 during my last raya in Malaysia ), no more routines of going to kedai apeq depan simpang to spend my duit raya buying ice creams for cousins ( who obviously have grown up and hardly remembered who I am).

But we now have our new schedule and routine. And it was hard to acquaint myself with the changes that have been practiced for the past years. I had to attend this Mr and Mrs majlis takbir malam raya, then going to majis iskandariah to perform my solat raya (which I doted on the most) due to the reason that Sultan Perak performed his solat there, then had to pretend smiling for about 3 hours during my father's open house in kampung, attended by a bunch of thousands total strangers to me. Few unknown came to me, telling me how long they had't seen me and how I had changed and at the same time, the only thing I had on my mind was, who the hell is you.. I felt quite ashamed with myself but please, i hadn't gone back for hari raya celebration in Kampung for three years, shouldn't that be a good excuse?

Hari Raya kedua was better than the first one. Apart of having to stay on a two hours these mr and mrs somebody's open house, and again smiling and pretending as if we really had a memorable time there, we had a really great evening there. And for me, that is why this hari raya is so meaningful to me. It was just a typical activity that we used to have when we were young, the evening, most of my cousins arrived in kampung (one family from kl, one uncle from kl and one family from kelantan). It was so nice to have everyone back and to see how everyone had grown after 3 years (and surely that it was me who have grown the most). We had our own ziarah-menziarahi event, going to our aunty's house next door, an ice breaking session updating on what was going on with each other, i played with my new nieces and nephews which I just discovered their existence and our activity "wajib" during hari raya, gossiping about our cousins, uncles, aunties, and parents (which literally means reminiscing those days where we had our anak this pakcik clan vs anak another pakcik clan..) It was droll and a meaningful time for me of course.

And the next day, everyone started to pack their things, and heading to our own ways. Though those short moment passed briefly, so short not even I managed to captured it in my video recorder, but it's not what in the recorder that's matter, the one that I'd captured inside my heart is the one that I will always remember forever... Thanks for having those short get-to-know activities that will obviously make me think twice if I want to spend my hari raya in France.. I end my entry with my new nephews and nieces that I've just discovered during the day..

Hari Raya

Yesterday, had a little chat with Goda on YM. I can feel his eagerness to celebrate Hari Raya, probably, more than mine. It seems to me that being away for three years from Malaysia, deteriorate my hari raya excitement. People here have started to buy new clothes, new shoes, new songkok, new jeans, new t-shirt, pattati pattata.. But for me, i've just bought a songkok, since I don't have one and my last songkok was the one that I wear in MCKK. My father bought me a baju melayu since I left mine in France. So that's all about my hari raya preparation.

Today is my last day of training in Kumpulan IKRAM Sdn Bhd. It always occur to me that I had such a hard feeling to be away from something, even if I was just with them for two months. The last time I had the same feeling was two days ago when Izhan went back to Terengganu, which means I have no more friend in KL. (Before, I had the same feeling when Amir left me, ayub.. ajib n matno, abang ipan, the telekom guyz... ) And I clearly remember the last day of my practical training in SNCF France, I almost cried going out of the gate although it was me before who cursed the stupid company policy which needs me to wake up at 6.30 a.m in the morning (Which people don't do there during winter). Well I guess, that's life.. few days from now, I'll be leaving for Lille (KL-Bandar Seri Begawan-Dubai-London-Lille). I am quite excited to be back to my normal life again. My ex-lab-partner have just found me a new lab-partner since he terminated school and changed courses to more IT specific courses. I guess I will be having another sensitive-emotional-wanna-cry feeling knowing that this guy that have been teaching me life as a francais (all the dirty words and I even went to his house one), will not be around me this year. Thanks for everything mon cheri and I wish you all the best in IUT. What can I say about hi, he respects me a lot, not only as a foreigner, but only as a Muslim. For example, when I went to his house, I told him that I was a vegeterian who ate fish ( a common reasoning for those who don't want to waste your time explaining things) Having seen me cooking a chicken in our common kitchen, he secretly asked some Muslim people here (I mean, the real, practical one which is not common in France), and as I arrived his house, I was shocked to find a packet of Halal chicken which was bought by his father from a nearby-biggest-town. (which is about 60 KM from his house)

My lab partner is the smallest guy of all. During his suprise birthday party which I baked a cake for him

So guess the coming days will definitely be different without him around. Just like to remind my own-made-quotation

Friends come and go,
but brotherhood lasts forever..

(this is the answer for Shamil's friendship forever question that he asked me when I was in Dublin)

Tomorrow, I will be leaving for Ipoh for a typical family gathering in Gerik during hari Raya. This year, will be a memorable one for me. not only will I be spending hari raya in Malaysia, but the good news is, I will be having my solat hari raya back in my old town, Kuala kangsar. Looking forward to see few teachers that might be praying in the same modque, and maybe some collegians that had to stay..

So, I leave by attaching three youtube movie for this hari raya festive. The first one is a petronas hari raya eid, which goda found it touching. The second one is from TV3. I find it has no sense at all but as the commercial took place back in my alma matter, I find it interesting to share it with MCKK guyz around the globe.. And the third one, is a scary one by proton..

Selamat hari Raya
Maaf Zahir Batin

Some special message to the guys in Rue Manuel, ajib, matno n eijas :nantikan kepulanganku ngan resepi baru, MC gay gay around the world : Jangan sedih2.. korang baru setahun 2 je merasa.. aku dah 3 tahun x raya kat malaysia, last year raya siap exam agi tu.. abang ipan ngan raiz: smoga saudagar-saudagar kad raya (tiru ayat cik padil) mendapat keuntungan yang lebih besar hari2 akan mendatang, ex-larochellian (telo, gowe, jeri, mariani, pesa, dhirah) : rindu gak sambut raye ngan korang .. see u in la rochelle.. hahah .. lillois n ex lillois- rindunye bakar sate, masak lodeh banyak sayur, kek yang last2 ada orang sorok kat rue manuel, makan rendang yang eijas kate the best rendang in France... Orang2 yang menjayakan dinner MASAf (baik yang membantu mahupun yang datang) : Thanx banyak2.. slamat ari raya ye.. pembeli2 kad raya: thanks.. trime kasih sbb beli.. supportle kami agi. kitorang akan blajar dari kesilapan nxt year... Malaysian in France: have a wonderful hari raya... sorry for everything

Menarik... menarik.. menarik...

Smalam aku nak tolong si Izhan ni buat research untuk homework die.. kene carik skrip drama.. pastu aku terjumpe satu website ni.. menarik n best gile.. die ade skrip untuk kebanyakan filem2 yang pernah ada... pastu aku pon bukak le skrip filem fevret aku of all time.. n bace.. hahah tersentuh hati bace skrip..

Baru2 ni ade gak tgk cite tu.. pastu leh meleleh tu air mata.,... memang le jiwang aku ni.. Cerita apakah itu? Apakah cerita yang menarik itu? aku sediakan sedikit sedutan daripada skrip cite tu yang aku amik kat internet untuk korang teka (ni macam mix fm nye teka sedutan filem le pulak)

Cerita tu bermula dengan..

Airight so this is the world and there are five billion people on it. When I was a kid there were three. It's hard to keep up. That's better. That's america. See, America still sets the tone for the world...

In Indiana -- Clark Hodd. 13. The best point guard in the country. Puberty hasn't been easy.

Becky Farling. You'll see her in the next Olympics. Seattle, Washington. Dallas Malloy. Went to court to be allowed to box professionally. She's 16.
........

There's genius everywhere, but until they turn pro, it's like popcorn in the pan. Some pop... ... some don't.

Now I'm the guy you don't usually see. I'm the one behind the scenes. I'm the sports agent.

Part yang menyentuh hati.. hahah

REPORTER

It's Tidwell!

Tidwell exits the locker room. Press and media surround him. Even the grizzled old-time stadium workers reach in to squeeze him, to slap him, to touch him. He works his way to ******. They hug. Cameras flash. Tears roll down from beneath his purple shades.

TIDWELL

We did it.

And now, in the middle of this emotional union, a portable phone rings. Both men reach for their porties. It's ******'s. With anticipation, he answers.

*****

Hello. (beat) It's Marcee. She says she couldn't get through on your phone.

Tidwell grabs the phone, and joyously shares the moment with his wife***** watches, as Tidwell leans on his shoulder.

Hahah... cerita apakah itu? tapi memang sayu nye tgk cite ni.. sebak dada.. hahah

Tadi telefon tuteur entreprise aku.. nak bincang sket.. telepon pakai handpone.. tak tau le pulak.. aku baru je sedar yang kalo tambah 132 kat depan.. kirenye aku buat 1320033 pastu no orang tu untuk tepon france rate die murah gile... tadi call 20 sen je seminit.. tapi x pernah pon ade iklan kat tv? nilah yang dikatakan escoqurie.. die sediakan perkhidmatan tapi x pernah menyedarkan orang tentang perkhidmatan die tu... chiant tol..

Jadi kepada pengguna2 maxis.. kalo nak tepon oversea jangan lupe add 132 kat depan tu.. rate yang aku nyatakan kat atas tu untuk tepon fixed line.. kalo hp france mahal sket ... 99 sen seminit.. kalo aku tau kene tambah 132 , aku call abang dulu dengan mengadd 132.. TM gak bagus kan abang ipan... ngeh3

Nak tengok series ... tapi

Kasihanilah diriku ini

Yang ni lak ujian yang dibuat oleh ajib kat rumah aku kat lille...

Aku ingin pulangggg....

Sebulan yang cepat

It was the fastest one month of the year.. sekejap je dah sebulan aku cuti kat Malaysia ni.. n sedar x sedar banyak dah mende yg aku buat dalam masa sebulan ni.. kalau dalam masa2 yang lalu.. sebulan tu memang sangat lama n rasa sangat tertekan nak tunggu sebulan cuti kat malaysia ni habis.. tp untuk tahun ni.. aku btol2 le isi cuti ni.. tp ada dua bulan lagi.. i bet that this two months akan jadi sangat lame ..

Prank Goda.

As aku balik, Goda dikenakan oleh aku.. dia tak tahu pon sbnarnye aku balik.. jadik aku cakap ngan dia yang ada kawan aku dari France nak datang.. nama dia Jim.. mintak dia tolong amikkan.. so masa aku mendarat.. nampakle goda melopong carik2 si jim ni.. pastu nampak muke aku.. terkejut beruk die.. kalah amir terperanjat tgk aku kat dublin.. rupe2nye sume orang dah tau aku balik.. goda je tak tau n blur.. kire sume org berpakatle ni dalam rancangan aku mengenakan goda..


Kami pon berkumpul2 n kluar2 kat kl reramai.. ngan geng2 lame le.. tanpa sebahagian rakan2.. tapi kitorang menghormati ketiadaan mereka2 seperti alim, matoque, tiket .. ngan mencipta imaginary mereka..


Back to College..

Haha.. jangan jeles.. Back to college ni idea aku.. tp xdele aku smangat sangat terlibat ngan mende2 ni... aku cume pemerhati je.. n tukang slam idea orang .. "devil advocate" kirenye..

Basically mende ni ialah kami pulang semula ke MCKK dan berjumpa dengan form 1 form 1 kami dulu.. n beri mereka guide untuk pembelajran lepas spm.. a level.. ib sume.. blajar kat non english speaking country sume,... adale module2 yang menarik2 sume..

pastu in the end ade forum.. dapat le jumpe our form 5 99, budu n aleq.. aku jadi pengerusi majlis mase tu.. ade gak le watak penting kat back to college ni..

mase back to college ni ada dinner batch sume.. alhamdulillah ada 70 orang gak yang datang.. x sangka lepas 4 tahun .. ade banyak perubahan ngan member2 batch sume.. ada yang makin membesar.. ada yang meninggi... ada jugak yang tak berubah2..

at the same time.. dpt jugak jumpe adik2 aku mase form 5 dulu.. chehh.. x sangka diorang ingat agi kat aku.. haha.. dapatle tgk perubahan sorang2.. aku then just realize how much cepatnye junior2 dan kanak-kanak ni membesar.. rase cam tetiba hati ni cam touchy sket.. balik2 kat umah lepas tu cam tiba2 ada keinginan nak jumpe adik2 0206 yg aku jaga dulu.. aku pon dptle kontek sket2.. n ntah.. rase cam terharu je.. tgk masing2 dah membesar n ada kehidupan masing2

MASAF's dinner

Minggu pertama, jumpe member, minggu kedua uruskan back to college tu n dalam minggu ketiga n keempat ni lak.. aku uruskan seminar n masaf's dinner.. it was really a challenge.. n aku rasa aku nak buat entry special untuk masaf dinner ni.. banyak benda yang aku blajar .. paling penting .. time ni le dpt nampak member2 aku yang mane sanggup berkorban sume nak tolong aku.. sanggup bersenkang mata sampai kul 3-4 pagi melipat kertas2 sume.. ada yang sanggup berpeluh2 waktu dinner x makan sume... ada yang sanggup meredah sesat barat lalu lintas utk menolong aku uruskan mende.. trime kasihle bebanyak.. n dapat jugak aku jumpe budak2 pekom baru ni.. yang slame ni x nah aku sedar pon kewujudan diorang ni.. hahah chill gak.. insya allah kalo aku free.. aku buat entry baru utk yg ni..

Bermulanya STAGE

Dan pada 13/8.. maka bermulalah sesi persekolahan aku utk tahun kedua kat telecom lille 1 ni ngan rasminya.. dengan praktikal aku kat group IKRAM.. engineering leading company kat Malaysia ni.. aku keje kat finance department.. menguruskan bayaran2 yang dibuat kepada IKRAM dan bayaran2 yang IKRAM buat.. xdele aku happy sangat buat stage kat ctu.. sangat computerized n aku x nampak sangat apa yang aku buat kat entreprise ngan apa yang aku blajar kat ecole.. lepas tu lebey kurang ari2 buat mende same je.. masuk bende dalam pc dari paghi ke petang.. aku rase stage ouvrier aku lagi best dari ni.. tp tak tau le.. dalam mase 2 bulan lg ni mcam2 boleh jadi..

Berhibur

Tetibe rase sunyi le pulak.. majoriti member2 aku yg kat kl ni dah balik.. goda dah balik india.. lepas je goda balik kami dah x aktif dah kuar2 sume ni.. budak2 lain x balik (alim sume.. tiket) .. n budak2 france pon dulu awal2 kami ada gak kuar2 .. skang ni musim2 stage dah abis.. dioran pon sume dah pulang ke umah masing2 menikmati sisa2 summer holiday.. n member2 pekom yang same2 aku berpenat lelah buat seminar n masaf dinner dah balik france.. sian diorang kene blajar.... ni baru awal.. aku tak tau le lagi 2 bulan nak merasa camni kan..

Buku wajib

Aku slongkar buku wajib aku (autograf book) mase kat koleq dulu..n x sangke ade quotation yang aku dpt dari mane ntah aku masukkan.. tp mende yg aku quote dlm buku wajib aku ni aku nak dedicate kat mereka2 yang telah menghidupkan bulan pertama aku kat malaysia ni...
trime kasih banyak2 sebab wujud..

"As long as we have memories, yesterday remains.
As long as we have hope, tomorrow awaits.
As long as we have friendship, today is beautiful."

dah nak abis first year dah

Skarang ade kat Paris, rumah Aiman ex-housemate aku. Lepak cni seminggu kot sblom meneruskan hidup .. Dah lama x update blog n byk benda yg nak cakap.. tp kang tulih bebanyak kang bukannye orang bace.

Jumaat yang lepas kira berakhirlah kehidupan aku sebagai first year student kat ecole d'ingenieur. Alhamdulillah boleh dikatakan yang tahun pertama di agak sukses gak aa (bergantung kpd exam jumaat lepas gak le tp insya allah ok kot)

Aku kat paris ni skang saje nak menghilangkan kebosanan menyungul sorang2 kat lille.. sejak 2-3 minggu lepas sume orang dah start balik malaysia meninggalkan kami2 kesungulan kat lille.. mule2 syazana.. pastu ajib ngan matno 3 minggu lepas.. pastu zarf.. syazwan.. eijas .. n yg plg last skali kimi.. rumah yang dulu bising nak mampos kat rue manuel tu dah berpuaka dah.. siap berasap sume kat dalam periuk nasi (sapele x basuh periuk nasi sebelum balik malaysia)

dan 22/6 yg lalu.. dah nak dekat 2 minggu dah.. berlansunglah majlis graduation kat ecole aku .. n daripada ramai-ramai orang yang graduate tu.. adalah 2 orang budak malaysia.. the first-two malaysian graduates kat TL1 ni, and the first 6 malaysian graduate yang terus masuk ecole ingenieurs lepas preparation ..
Zeff,
Congratz sbb berjaya grad .. bangganye ade budak koleq yg jd first 5 graduates kat France.. sure ko jadik idola budak2 koleq yg lain nak datang cni. hahah (dah2 le wei promote skolah) papepon terima kasih sbb dr awal2 lagi waktu kat lr dgn seriousnye memberi tunjuk ajar n hidayah utk dtg ke lille (macam mentor le plak) n dari mase ke semasa terima kasih sbb menjadi tmpt release tension bile aku blajar (pegi bilik diorang, carik makanan, pau n mengumpat dan bergosip) n trime kasih sbb menjadikan kehidupan aku kat sini ceria n sweett slalu

Peon,
Walaupon jumpe kat lr tp aku cam x tegor byk ko, maklumlah, aku ni kan pemalu orangnye.. tp ingat agi mase gi bruxelles sesi pindah memindah aku (alaa yg zeff frust x sempat tgk england main tu) yg aku slaku junior ni kene duduk kat blakang n time tule start borak2 pasal trip ke istanbul korang sempena fin d'etudes. tak sangke dari hari tu jumpe ko dah nak abis dah annee n korang pon dah nak gi istanbul dah.. Terima kasih untuk setahun yg best ni.. masak2 sume .. kengkadang aku saje je pg 8.30 mlm blk ko sbb tau tu waktu memakan korang .. n fevret food aku ialah bende mexican yg letak kat dlm kerepek n ade daging2 banyak kat dlm tu..huhuh.. nnt korang dah nak blah aku nak mengepau makanan (n oren ) kat mane le lagi.. semoga sukses slalu dlm kehidupan..


Lepas tu tahun dpan, bilangan budak2 Lille ni pon akan berkurangan.. peon ngan zeff dah xde (sadis sbntar) farid pon dah nak ke toulouse dah.. kalo korang nak kenal farid, die ni mamt yg tengah half way down kat gambar ni.. gambar ni mase trip wakil2 kelab lelaki lille (n cawangan grenoble) meronda2 pusing west-france.
Farid
Selaku presiden kelab lelaki lille, aku dengan ini mengucapkan tahniah n syabas kerana menjadi ahli yang menepati setiap tatasusila kelab lelaki lille. Pemergian anda daripada kelab sejak bulan 3 yang lalu sangat dirasai oleh ahli-ahli kelab n keceriaan rue manuel juga telah berkurang. aktiviti2 rasmi telah bertukar daripada berbual2 kepada bermain game.. itu baru rase kehilangan anda di rue manuel, blom agi kehilangan kat lille.. dalam bebrapa bulan yang akan datang, anda akan meninggalkan lille utk ke toulouse.. memandangkan anda masih agi dlm France, maka jangan lupalah utk membuka cawangan kelab lelaki di toulouse (yg mungkin bakal diterajui oleh anda sendiri dgn bantuan fadhil) so all da best in da future et la vida..




n finally, biaselah yang terakhir utk syazwan (ucapan terima kasih adalah berdasarkan ranking kawan ye syazwan) syazwan dah balik malaysia dah.. ni ucapan utk syazwan

Syazwan..
thanx n good luck

seminggu yg sebok

Minggu ni boleh dikatakan sbgi minggu yg paling sibuk skali untuk aku selama aku jadik student kat Lille ni. Mula2, bermula dari rabu-khamis lepas, aku ke london utk menonton ocean 13 sambil mengrenew passport aku.. macam2 kisah n ragam orang london aku nampak tp aku x nak tulis kat cni sbb nanti panjang ceritenya jadi.. khamis pagi je.. dalam pukul 5 pagi, aku sampai dari london naik bas eurostar.. aku terus ke rumah matno membawa nasi lemak n nasi goreng n tido kat sana.. tp dalam pûkul 7.30, dah kene bangun sebb ade test writing spanish.. terpusu2 aku ke kelas di kala orang2 tgh lena diulek mimpi. masa test tu.. mate aku dah berat dah.. nak tido.. tp kuredahkan jua hati ini dan buat je cepat2 ape yang mampu.. penat buat cepat2 untuk carik katil, cikgu spanish aku x kasik kuar kelas.. die suruh lepak sampai habih waktu.. ceh.. hampeh btol... habis kelas aku terus balik n misi aku mencari katil matno

Sampai2 umah ade farah n tunggu semy dtg.. tak jadik lak tido.. aku pon teruskan misi mencari rumah aku.. petang tu cam ade kelas ingles tp malas gile nak gi.. aku pon ponteng n petang tu mlawat satu rumah kat fives bersama kimi n matno.. tp aku kan demand tinggi cam x jadi gak amik umah tu sbb besar sgt.. last2 balik tgk ajib ade masak2.. mlm tu aku kene balik umah sbb rumah tu penoh sgt..

pagi jumaat aku ke kelas blajar matematik.. isnin ade exam math... ceh hampehnye cikgu.. aku x sabar2 nak balik malaysia dah.. tak larat nak meneruskan pembelajaran.. sedar2 syazwan ngan zarf blah gi colmar n pintu bilik zarf terbuka luas memanggil aku.. aku pon ape agi.. gunekan bilik tu utk stadi malam tu di kala budak2 ni bergumbira sebab malam tu malam terakhir matno ngan ajib kat lille.. kuatkan iman utk berjaya..

esok pagi2 dlm kul 7 aku pon bgn n mandi2 siap2 nak hantar matno ngan ajib n farah n semy kat gare.. lepas antar farah, aku, matno, ajib n semy gi jap minum2 kat kedai kat lille europe.. pastu naik tren.. and bile lepas naik tren.. jeng3.. aku buat surprise kat ajib ngan matno.. sbnarnye aku dah beli tiket dah nak antar diorang sampai airport.. sweet kan aku.. hahahah.. takdele.. pikir2 lepas ni cam 4-5 bulan agi baru leh jumpe kan.. so alang2 antar jelah sampai airpot..

sampai2 paris terus serbu umah telo.. telo lak nak kuar uruskan tiket flite die.. aku pon ikot ngan ali.. tgk2 die ade masalah lak.. flight die nye reservation kene cancel le.. pastu kene tambah extra duit le.. kuang ajar btol orang french.. anarquer sungguh.. last2 kene dtg lain ari nak bincang ngan manager die..

lepas tu gi makan kat restoran malaysia ngan telo, ajib n matno ngan ali.. order le nasi lemak ngan ayam.. lepas tu ramai gile dtg ade budak2 malaysia lain. dhirah syaza ngan bdk2 blois.. meriah sungguh paris ari tu.. diorang nak jumpe kak siti(orang jpa kat cni yang bakal balik malaysia) maka dgn rasminye aku poon carile umah lain nak lepak malam tu .. dahle kasik tau telo last minute.. kul 11 sampai kul 8 baru kasik tau..

lepas tu gado ngan matno nak beli souvenir kat sacre coeur.. diorang nak gi notre dame.. last2 orang besar kenelah mengalah.. sampai2 sacre coeur kene naik tangga 100 tingkat sbb die nye funiculaire rosak.. ajib dah tarik muke dah time tu.. hahah.. tp sampai2 atas cam legenye.. n ade banyakle souvenir.. aku pon habis dekat 100 euro beli tshirt2 world cup..

lepas shopping cam malas gile nak turun.. naik2 berjam2 tp lepak skejap je.. maka kami pon melepak kat tangge sambil mengambil angin petang.. ni yang aku suke kat sacre coeur.. lepas shopping2 leh lepak kat tangga n didendangkan ngan lagu2 seperti no women no cry.. time tu aku pon melayan jiwang jap..

turun2 terus balik umah telo.. aku lepak bilik jamal ngan ajib matno sat sambil reminsce alma matter le konon2nye.. malam tu kuar ngan budak2 batch utk makan sushi.. pk2 balik cam lame aku x jumpe sumorang n skali skale jumpe sgt terkejut ngan perubahan sume orang.. sronok pon ade.. bercampur baur perasaan..

malam tu gi umah raudhah lak.. lepak2 skejap je pastu tumpang bilik faizal tido..
esok bgn pagi2 utk antar diorang gi airport.. hadi ikut same... lepas hantar.. dapatle souvenir gel ngan ubat gigi ajib sbb die xleh bawak mende alah itu atas flight.. balik2 cam malas lak nak tinggal hadi kat airport.. maka aku pon teman die sampai paris n lunch sesame.. ooh.. kat airport dah ade cam monorel yg hubungkan 3-3 terminal.. xyah naik bas dah.. maju sungguh french akhirnya..

pastu balik lille.. n revise utk exam isnin.. ceh bukannye masuk otak pon..

pagi isnin exam pastu lepas exam je terus ade subjek baru.. dahle poning kepale memikir.. petang gi umah syazwan.. umah die kene pecah.. abis duit die ilang sume.. cet.. sian gile.. dahle nak balik malaysia.. ade masalah lak ... pastu dengar ceramah tuan rumah die sume.. ho ha ho ha...

selase tu cam gi kejap je kelas n jumpe syazwan utk tolong die settelkan kes polis sume.. aku cam kasik resit je sbnarnye pon.. lunch kat chinese restorang.. kirenye untk last time le lluch ngan die.. hilang agik 2 orang kat lille (zarf pon balik ari tu gak) balik2 umah ade projek english nak kene buat... aku pon buatkanle utk satu group sbb malas le nak bincang2 ni.. leceh...

rabu smalam kene prepare presentation.. ade presentation english, communication ngan spanish.. pade mase yg same kelas start 8-6... tertttekannnnnyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

tadi abis sume presentation.. lege gile rasenye.. okle kot sume.. kene puji je memanjang.. hahahah.. aku dah tak reti nak cakap ape dah.. lepas ni kene stadi untuk exam last aku jumaat dpn.. dah le ape die ajar x paham.. tp kene pass gak exam ni.. nak kekalkan rekod xnah fail agi utk tahun ni..

okle.. aku sbnrnye biase cite kat budak2 cni.. tp dah xde orang nak cite.. terpakse le aku tulih kat cni n meleter kat korang...

selamat makan nasi briani ngan pampodom bagi mereka yang berada di malaysia..

semua dah balik mesia

ajib dan manau dah balik.



bosannye lille..

I dont wanna be alone

I wake in the dawn to showers of light
Moments of emptiness surround
Floating away with auras of hope
But reality brings me down to the ground
What can i do ?
What can i say ?
I need a place to hide away
Just for a while, just for a smile
Just for the life i used to know

Where every song
Was filled with words of love and not of anger
Where did they go ?
Why did they leave me far behind ?


Cause i don't wanna be alone
Living life all on my own
I don't wanna live my life in isolation
Filled with empty decorations
Cause i wanna be with the people that i know
Who will do the things i do
Making all my dreams come true
I don't recognise the shadows on my door
Although i've seen them all before
Because the only thing i really want is to be with you...

I look at the sky, it looks back at me
I can't hear the silent melodies
I know that i'm here yet i am lost
Blown in confusion by the breeze
Hiding my face, crying alone
I need to find my way back home
Back to the place, the wonderful days
Living the life i used to know

Where every smile
Was born out of a love and of sincerity
And every tear of everflowing joy

Selamat pengantin baru

Selamat pengantin baru kepada kakak aku yang melansungkan perkahwinan tanpa aku..isk isk iskk.. tak boleh nak tumpang makan kek 5 tingkat tu. Gambar-gambar dicuri dari friendster. dia..

p/s: alim, camne projek apit mengapit kite.. hahaha

Comptabilité analitique

Kalau kat sini (Telecom Lille) ada satu subjek yg name die compta analitique.. benda ni sebenarnye adalah menglist segala keuntungan dan kebaikan terhadap keputusan2 yang bakal diambil dan menilai.. mane satu lebih menguntungkan.. kali ni, aku nak buat comptabilité analitique dan mintak anda membantu aku mengambil keputusan

Situasi : pada tahun depan, aku akan pindah rumah (lagi, tiga tahun berturut2) disebabkan rumah sekarang yang sangat jauh dari metro dan kehidupan berkongsi dapur yg sangat aku x suke (kalo kongsi dapur takleh masak ikan masin, belacan, pekasam dan sebagainya) oleh yang demikian, skarang ni ada 2 tempat yang berada dalam list aku

Rumah A

Terletak betol2 dkt dpn stesen metro fives (2 stsen dari bandar dan 7 stesen dari universiti)
harga 400 euro termasuk elektrik, internet, air, tv cable n heater
kerjaan bagi bantuan 150 euro
kena share internet dalam satu bangunan (connection internet mungkin x slaju yh disangka)
2 tingkat
tingkat satu kecik gile.. nak letak sofa pon tak muat..
atas die besar sket je.. tapi dekat attic.. rendah gile
tuan rumah bekas pelajar telecom lille 1 dan ade company it sendiri
siap offer kat aku kalo nak buat praktikal tempat dia
disebabkan semangat bekas pelajar telecom lille 1, tak perlu carik orang untuk bertanggunjawab kalo ape2 aku buat kat umah tu

Rumah B
Rumah budak2 Malaysia duduk skang ni
ramai orang Malaysia kat sini, dlm 5 orang
rumah ni besar agi dari rumah satu agi tu, tp satu tingkat je le
internet nanti kene pasang sendiri
jauh sket dr tempat belajar 12 stesen lebih kurang tp 3 stesen dari city center
sewa rumah 300 euro je
kerajaan bagi bantuan 200 euro
kene pasang internet, sume sendiri
bayaran x termasuk charge air n elektrik
ade budak2 malaysia yang best2 kat sini tp diorang pon cam last year je kat sini
kene carik orang yang bertanggunjawab kalo aku buat masalah kat sini..
rumah besar n luas (takdele atas atap)

Pendapat aku: aku cam nak duduk umah yg first tu, tp hargenye sangat mahal berbanding kebesaran die.. tp kalo duduk sane, takleh nak lepak ngan budak2 malaysia lain, terpakse berkawan lagi dengan imaginary friends.. rumah tu pulak kecik n maybe makin suram hidup aku.. tp umah satu agi ni bayaran die x termasuk elektrik sume.. n jauh sket dr skolah..

tak tahu nak buat ape.. huuh

Kawan episod 2, the new home

Dedikasi untuk kawan-kawan dekat la rochelle.

Kawan season 1, episod 1, pilot

Video ni aku buat malam sebelum exam algo et programmation.. saje release tension.. Nama2 n watak2 ni aku pakai name member2 aku yg duduk kat lille.. takde kene mengena tau ngan diorang.. saje pakai name diorang.. baru aku leh bayangkan character watak2 aku dlm ni..

The one with the test

Create your own Friend Test here

Cuti mode

Lame dah tak update blog.. aku dah hari ketiga cuti.. (dari khamis-ahad) n dalam beberapa jam je cuti aku abis.. aku tak balik umah sejak abis kelas ari rabu tu.. sebab tule aku x update blog.. asyik2 duduk ngan imaginary friend je so skali skala aku pon ke lille n bersosial ngan orang2 kat sana..

Selain bersosial dengan menonton filem beramai-ramai, (ugly betty sebanyak 2-3 episod, jangan pandang belakang, extreme engineering mengenai terowong smart) aku juga menonton series2 n benda2 yang menarik yang boleh didapati dari youtube (terutamanya hal yang berkaitan ngan bumbung bocor yang sedang hangat diperkatakan di Malaysia.

Aku tak mahu melibatkan politik dalam blog ni, belum tibe masanya agi untuk aku jadikan blog ni sebagai tempat meluahkan perasaan pasal politik Malaysia, tetapi apa2 pon, diharapkan pada masa2 akan datang, orang dapat menilai sesuatu benda melalui darjah keremehan dan kepentingan. Kadang-kadang, ada benda yang layak dibicara panjang dan adakalanya, sesuatu benda itu tidak relevan untuk diperkatakan dengan begitu panjang. Oleh itu, silalah berfikir dengan betul2 sebelum anda memberi idea anda untuk sesuatu benda yang dibincangkan sama ada idea itu harus diberi ataupun disimpan sahaja daripada dipanjangkan cerita.

Berbalik kepada cuti aku tadi. Memandangkan blog ini agak international (bak kata shamil) aku sarankan website-website n cerita2 yang boleh ditengok untuk anda semua, di kala kebosanan tak tahu nak buat apa.

http://www.veoh.com
Mende ni macam youtube cuma yang kat veoh ni leh download terus.. antara cerita2 yang boleh ditonton ialah fara fauzana, jangan pandang belakang n emil emilda. Fara fauzana ni cerita pasal farah fauzana, dj PANAS FM (hot fm) n kisah kehidupan yang bagi pengajaran jugak le. Tp before tgk kat veoh, kene tengok kat youtube dulu episod 1-10. Jangan pandang belakang, cite antu yang pecahkan rekod sembilu 2. Sebenarnya, sangat hebat untuk cite ni pecahkan rekod sembilu 2. Atas dasar dulu, takde cetak rompak ataupun torrent, so skarang ni memang susah utk sesebuah filem pecahkan rekod kutipan filem2 lama. Last skali, emil emilda, daily update, cerita ni cam devils wear prada + ugly betty. + yo soy betty la fea. Lakonan sharifah amani, agak kiut gak le

http://www.tv-links.co.uk
Ini ada address website2 untuk tengok sama ada series, anime, cartoon atau movies online. Quality boleh tahan. kat sini le aku layan series2 aku. Ada separuh yang updated but ade yg tak update, so kalo nak tengok, kene download torrent sendiri. Silalah tengok sleepers cell, cerita terrorist islam kat amerika. Cerita ni cam nak baikkan nama orang islam tp adakah dia memburukkan orang islam atau cuba menunjukkan islam yang sebenar, korang kasikle pendapat lepas dah tgk. N satu soalan aku nak tanye, dalam citer sleepers cell, adekah brother fariq seorang islam atau yahudi?




SO enjoy menonton link2 yang aku bagi.. kalau sesiapa yang tension2 sempena musim exam ni, release2 le tension sket , tgk farah ke, jgn tgk datin diaries, nanti smakin tertekan.

The one with the butt

Bagi mereka yang pernah baca entry mengenai presiden France yang baru, Nicolas Sarkozy, aku ada tulis yang malam tu akan ada aktiviti bakar-membakar kereta sempena perlantikan dia.. So bawah ni aku ada kasik satu file youtube yang menunjukkan peristiwa malam tu.



Tak taule ape jadi ngan kami, warga-warga perancis yang asing macam aku ni..kebanyakkan program-program dia adalah untuk pastikan warganegara perancis yang betul dapat hak yang sepatutnye.. maksudnye cam ade keistimewaan skarang ni yang sume orang dpt ( baik orang asing yang menetap di perancis mahupun orang perancis yang duduk sekian lama kat sane) tp program2 die lepas ni mungkin akan lebih mengutamakan orang2 perancis yang duduk kat perancis sekian lama.. ini ada dua benda yang coincindence..

1) Salah satu sarkozy punye projek ialah orang2 asing kena dapat sijil yang sepatutnye dulu, sebelum dibenarkan menyambung pelajaran di sini. Sebelum ni, sesiapa je boleh belajar kat France ni. Sinikan kalo belajar kat universiti murah ( free education macam german) So, slame ni sesape yang nak belajar je datang ke mari dan masuk je universiti2. Skarang ni, sebelom datang, kene dapatkan sijil dulu (Bacalaureat kot) kalo xde sijil nak masuk universiti takleh datang.

2) Alkesahnye, kami pelajar-pelajar JPA, Petronas dan Telekom di Perancis ni memang x pernah ade bacalaureat pon sblom datang sini. Bacalaureat tu macam A level or STPM. Memandangkan kita ni lebih ikut British System ( SPM= O level), biasanya lepas SPM, kita akan datang ke France, belajar language dan juga belajar subjek2 n bab2 yang budak2 Bacalaureat belajar selama 2 tahun (1 tahun untuk petronas n telekom). Sekarang ni, ada gosip gosip menyatakan yang pelajar-pelajar Malaysia JPA yang biasanya akan 2 tahun preparation kat France akan buat preparation kat Malaysia dulu (untuk dapatkan sijil) sebelum datang ke France...

Tak taule kebetulan ke, ataupun memang dah perancangan jpa dari awal untuk jimatkan kos antar budak kat france ataupun gosip tu hanya sekadar gosip n ta betol.. tapi ape2 pon kalo sebab sarkozyle program ni kena ubah.. memang butt le sarkozy ni..

tapi aku xleh pulak nak cakap buat preparation kat France lagi bagus daripada kat Malaysia ataupun sebaliknya, tp aku sangat puas hati ngan preparation kat sini sebab environment ada sume, cepat sket masok otak, n profesor mase preparation center memang cikgu yang betol2 mengajar di sekolah ataupun universiti french.. so diorang tahu apa keperluan n base yang perlu ada untuk pelajar asing seperti kitorang ni untuk masuk ke School of enginnering..

Itulah yang aku rasa bestnye fly awal n buat preparation kat sini, walaupun kene korbankan keluarga sume, tapi bila dah masuk engineering school ni, rase cam pengorbanan yg x sia2 (ceh.. nak kasik motivasi kat orang2 yang masih kat preparation center)

So, sekian sahaja untuk ari ni..

DiEdit selepas dikomen oleh Zarf.. tp memeng seblom ni agak kucar kacir je bahase.. sblom ni aku tulis lepas bangun dari mimpi yang gigi geraham aku patah.. cuak..

B10 examination

Wish me luck for my B10 examination - Introduction to telecommunication exam.

the one where Shamil doesn't like dog

Shamil ada tulis satu poem kat aku sempena kedatangan aku ke Dublin. Bile bace, terharu x terkate lak aku.. aku nak balas.. tapi apekan daya, aku tak mampu nak tulis seindah dan secantik dalam bahase inggeris.. so aku ingat aku akan tulis dalam bahase pranchis.. Since shamil cam x paham, so lagi misteri dan bermakne le poem ni..

Cher Shamil;

T'etais la tt le temps pdt ma visite à Dublin,
T'as sacrifié le plus important jeu de Manchester,
juste pour etre sur que t'etais la, pdt mon arrivée,
Tu m'as accompagné partout..
Dans la ville, à l'école, au station de bus..
t'etais la.. tout le temps..
meme t'etais à l'état critique pr l'examen..
Merci shamil..
De mon coeur.. je peux rien dire..
Sauf..
Merci...

Un jour..
tu vas te rendre compte..
comment parfois...
l'amitié est plus important pour les hommes,
on ne s'en rend pas compte lorsque on est près l'un ou l'autre,
mais lorsque l'on se separe..
Tu vas realiser ça...

Gambar nite in Dublin dari friendster Shamil

Ok... itu sahaje untuk kali ni.. nampak macho tak? pandai-pandai le ko cari translator untuk ni.. hint: mamat sebelah bilik ko.. kalo pakai voila.fr ke, online translation ke takkan jadi sebab aku dah letak banyak short form supaye online translation x leh detect.. baru digital fortress sket.. huhuh

Tell her that I am exteremely allergic, and I will sue!